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fusion of inner and outher space

Sailing season has started

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 Wonderful day. It was 16 degrees and just the right time for first this year’s training.   Our women sailing crew is perfect example how team work brings joy and satisfaction. When you are deadly tired but don’t want that day ever ends.

Like sailing so much. Gentle wind, sound of waves, silence and big blue around. And the silence in the marine at the evening when wind is whispering around and stars are your whole visible horizon.

Aboard at a Ship’s Helm
(Walt Whitman)

Aboard, at a ship’s helm,
A young steersman, steering with care.
A bell through fog on a sea-coast dolefully ringing,
An ocean-bell—O a warning bell, rock’d by the waves.

O you give good notice indeed, you bell by the sea-reefs ringing,
Ringing, ringing, to warn the ship from its wreck-place.
For, as on the alert, O steersman, you mind the bell’s admonition,

The bows turn,—the freighted ship, tacking, speeds away under her gray sails,
The beautiful and noble ship, with all her precious wealth, speeds away gaily and safe.But

O the ship, the immortal ship! O ship aboard the ship!
O ship of the body—ship of the soul—voyaging, voyaging, voyaging.

 

Talking about love to the sea…here is a music from great movie Le Grand bleu/The Big Blue. Being a diver, the movie has a special meaning for me.

From the movie:

Jacques (Jean-Marc Barr): You go down to the bottom of the sea, where the water isn’t even blue anymore, where the sky is only a memory, and you float there, in the silence. And you stay there, and you decide, that you’ll die for them. Only then do they start coming out. They come, and they greet you, and they judge the love you have for them. If it’s sincere, if it’s pure, they’ll be with you, and take you away forever. 

March 30, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Movies, Music, Poems | , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Spring’s awakening

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Longing of the seeds have been fulfilled
this mighty desire
to be reborn
to grow
to blossom
to reach maturity

to bath in the sun
to wash in the rain
to sleep hiden within  softly night hug
and joyfully wake up at the morning

Buds are bursting
outside and inside
there is no border
outer and inner space
are pervaded with longing

 and awaken desires …

March 30, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Poems | | Leave a comment

Anima mundi & Koyaanisqatsi

My today’s obsession: wordless movies with so much meaning and Philip Glass’s music. Highly recommended. While watching movies you can almost see words spinning around but yet they never appear. Wonder how Freud would verbalize it. My inner landscape is still full of beautiful pics and i am wordless as well.

 Anima mundi (Latin) is the world soul, a pure ethereal spirit, which was proclaimed by some ancient philosophers to be diffused throughout all nature. It was thought to animate all matter in the same sense in which the soul was thought to animate the human.

Therefore, we may consequently state that: this world is indeed a living being endowed with a soul and intelligence … a single visible living entity containing all other living entities, which by their nature are all related. (Plato, Timaeus, 29/30; 4th century BCE

Anima Mundi is a 1991 short documentary film directed by Godfrey Reggio. The film focuses on the world of nature and wildlife, particularly jungles, sealife, and insects

Koyaanisqatsi: Life out of Balance is a 1982 film directed by Godfrey Reggio with music composed by minimalist composer Philip Glass and cinematography by Ron Fricke.

The film consists primarily of slow motion and time-lapse photography of cities and natural landscapes across the United States. The visual tone poem contains neither dialogue nor a vocalized narration: its tone is set by the juxtaposition of images and music. In the Hopi language, the word Koyaanisqatsi means ‘crazy life, life in turmoil, life out of balance, life disintegrating, a state of life that calls for another way of living’, and the film implies that modern humanity is living in such a way.

Salon’s review

March 29, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Movies, Science | , , , , , , | 1 Comment

3 Theories That Might Blow Up the Big Bang

3 Theories That Might Blow Up the Big Bang 

That is something i like. Breaking the conventional truth. Cos all its just approximation. Theory. Concept. While i’ve been studied Psychology in University, zillions of concepts bothered me the most. Concepts, accepted as a conventional truth. Conventional. That is the name of the game. …but this …reading today brought me joy back….I don’t find myself in concepts….creationism and neither in Big Bang…cos both limit your mind not to think further ….There were always a limits…i love the ones who doubted about them. And reading this I remember big brains of our civilisation who were brave enough to doubt ..even for the price of their  own life. Earth was plain…right?…and centre or Universe….yea…right

lets us doubt further…big bang is theory..it might be real, but it might be not…and if u ask yourself if it might be not….only than…how many new questions u get…without asking…its just a scientific frame…but truth can be so different…or the same as they say…but i wonna doubt and wonna question this frontier..and i worship all who did doubt further …and give glory to all of them who sacrificed their life for doubting in conventional truth…

Love so much those guys who were dare to doubt. Conventional truth. Big Bang is…was…but is not final frontier.

Giordano Bruno (1548, Nola – February 17, 1600, Rome) was an Italian philosopher, priest, cosmologist, and occultist. Bruno is known for his mnemonic system based upon organized knowledge and as an early proponent of the idea of an infinite and homogeneous universe. Burnt at the stake as a heretic by the Roman Inquisition, Bruno is seen by some as the first “martyr [1] for science.”

Bruno also affirmed that the universe was homogeneous, made up everywhere of the four elements (water, earth, fire, and air), rather than having the stars be composed of a separate quintessence. Essentially, the same physical laws would operate everywhere, although the use of that term is anachronistic. Space and time were both conceived as infinite. There was no room in his stable and permanent universe for the Christian notions of divine Creation and Last Judgement.

Bruno’s cosmology is marked by infinitude, homogeneity, and isotropy, with planetary systems distributed evenly throughout. Matter follows an active animistic principle: it is intelligent and discontinuous in structure, made up of discrete atoms. This animism (and a corresponding disdain for mathematics as a means to understanding) is the most dramatic respect in which Bruno’s cosmology differs from what today passes for a common-sense picture of the universe. ….Others yet see in Bruno’s idea of multiple worlds instantiating the infinite possibilities of a pristine, indivisible One a forerunner of Everett‘s Many-worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics.[12]

Galileo Galilei (15 February 1564[2] – 8 January 1642)[1][3] was a Tuscan (Italian) physicist, mathematician, astronomer, and philosopher who played a major role in the scientific revolution. His achievements include the first systematic studies of uniformly accelerated motion[citation needed], improvements to the telescope and consequent astronomical observations, and support for Copernicanism. Galileo has been called the “father of modern observational astronomy”,[4] the “father of modern physics”,[5] the “father of science”,[5] and “the Father of Modern Science.”[6] The motion of uniformly accelerated objects, taught in nearly all high school and introductory college physics courses, was studied by Galileo as the subject of kinematics. His contributions to observational astronomy include the discovery of the four largest satellites of Jupiter, named the Galilean moons in his honour, and the observation and analysis of sunspots. Galileo also worked in applied science and technology, improving compass design.

Galileo’s championing of Copernicanism was controversial within his lifetime. The geocentric view had been dominant since the time of Aristotle, and the controversy engendered by Galileo’s opposition to this view resulted in the Catholic Church’s prohibiting the advocacy of heliocentrism as potentially factual, because that theory had no decisive proof and was contrary to the literal meaning of Scripture.[7]Galileo was eventually forced to recant his heliocentrism and spent the last years of his life under house arrest on orders of the Inquisition.

March 28, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Quantum physics, Science | , , , , | Leave a comment

Don’t hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky. It slips away, and all your money won’t another minute buy

 

Dust in Wind (Kansas) 

I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment’s gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind.

Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind
Don’t hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away, and all your money won’t another minute buy.
Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind

  

Heard this song while driving home today. Heard it before. Didn’t know the band. Was too young at that time. Googled for it. It just resonated with me. With my current state of mind. My mom  in my teenage time used to say  me: “If you think you have a big problem, turn your eyes on sky…how small you are in all this and how even smaller your problem is than.” Help me still when my mind try to cycle itself around one tinny single thing, unimportant from broader perspective.

Watched Yellow house, movie about the time that Vincent van Gogh and Paul Gauguin spent 9 weeks together in Arles, France.  Misery, fights, friendship,…no money for decent life…they made around 40 pictures. Nobody wanted to buy them. Today’s price: 1,3 billion for nine mad creative weeks. What is the value from time perspective? Did they feel it in all their passion, crazy need of creation that the value will soon appear in time perspective? Was the time as 4th dimension intrinsic in them but not yet shown?  

The youtube video shows the amazing work of Vincent Van Gogh, and a beautiful song, dedicated to Vincent: Starry starry night (Don McLean)

 Time may not exist

“The problem, in brief, is that time may not exist at the most fundamental level of physical reality.”

But even Krausz works far from the frontier of time. There is a temporal realm called the Planck scale, where even attoseconds drag by like eons. It marks the edge of known physics, a region where distances and intervals are so short that the very concepts of time and space start to break down. Planck time—the smallest unit of time that has any physical meaning—is 10-43second, less than a trillionth of a trillionth of an attosecond. Beyond that? Tempus incognito. At least for now.

Efforts to understand time below the Planck scale have led to an exceedingly strange juncture in physics. The problem, in brief, is that time may not exist at the most fundamental level of physical reality. If so, then what is time? And why is it so obviously and tyrannically omnipresent in our own experience? “The meaning of time has become terribly problematic in contemporary physics,” says Simon Saunders, a philosopher of physics at the University of Oxford. “The situation is so uncomfortable that by far the best thing to do is declare oneself an agnostic.”

The trouble with time started a century ago, when Einstein’s special and general theories of relativity demolished the idea of time as a universal constant. One consequence is that the past, present, and future are not absolutes. Einstein’s theories also opened a rift in physics because the rules of general relativity (which describe gravity and the large-scale structure of the cosmos) seem incompatible with those of quantum physics (which govern the realm of the tiny). Some four decades ago, the renowned physicist John Wheeler, then at Princeton, and the late Bryce DeWitt, then at the University of North Carolina, developed an extraordinary equation that provides a possible framework for unifying relativity and quantum mechanics. But the Wheeler-­DeWitt equation has always been controversial, in part because it adds yet another, even more baffling twist to our understanding of time.

“One finds that time just disappears from the Wheeler-DeWitt equation,” says Carlo Rovelli, a physicist at the University of the Mediterranean in Marseille, France. “It is an issue that many theorists have puzzled about. It may be that the best way to think about quantum reality is to give up the notion of time—that the fundamental description of the universe must be timeless.”

No one has yet succeeded in using the Wheeler-DeWitt equation to integrate quantum theory with general relativity. Nevertheless, a sizable minority of physicists, Rovelli included, believe that any successful merger of the two great masterpieces of 20th-century physics will inevitably describe a universe in which, ultimately, there is no time.

The possibility that time may not exist is known among physicists as the “problem of time.” It may be the biggest, but it is far from the only temporal conundrum. Vying for second place is this strange fact: The laws of physics don’t explain why time always points to the future. All the laws—whether Newton’s, Einstein’s, or the quirky quantum rules—would work equally well if time ran backward. As far as we can tell, though, time is a one-way process; it never reverses, even though no laws restrict it.

“It’s quite mysterious why we have such an obvious arrow of time,” says Seth Lloyd, a quantum mechanical engineer at MIT. (When I ask him what time it is, he answers, “Beats me. Are we done?”) “The usual explanation of this is that in order to specify what happens to a system, you not only have to specify the physical laws, but you have to specify some initial or final condition.”

The mother of all initial conditions, Lloyd says, was the Big Bang. Physicists believe that the universe started as a very simple, extremely compact ball of energy. Although the laws of physics themselves don’t provide for an arrow of time, the ongoing expansion of the universe does. As the universe expands, it becomes ever more complex and disorderly. The growing disorder—physicists call it an increase in entropy—is driven by the expansion of the universe, which may be the origin of what we think of as the ceaseless forward march of time.

 see the whole article: http://discovermagazine.com/2007/jun/in-no-time/article_view?b_start:int=0&-C==

March 27, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Movies, Science | , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Scalar waves

Scalar waves are produced when two electromagnetic waves of the same frequency are exactly out of phase (opposite to each other) and the amplitudes subtract and cancel or destroy each other. The result is not exactly an annihilation of magnetic fields but a transformation of energy back into a scalar wave. This scalar field has reverted back to a vacuum state of potentiality. Scalar waves can be created by wrapping electrical wires around a figure eight in the shape of a möbius coil. When an electric current flows through the wires in opposite directions, the opposing electromagnetic fields from the two wires cancel each other and create a scalar wave.”


“The DNA antenna in our cells’ energy production centers (mitochondria) assumes the shape of what is called a super-coil. Supercoil DNA look like a series of möbius coils. These möbius supercoil DNA are hypothetically able to generate scalar waves.
Most cells in the body contain thousands of these möbius supercoils, which are generating scalar waves throughout the cell and throughout the body.”

http://www.naturalhealinghouse.com/work1.htm

Harmonics, Resonance, and Interference

“Every object has a unique natural frequency of vibration.”

“A periodic force occurring at the same frequency as the natural frequency of vibration of an object may cause the object to vibrate. This is called mechanical resonance.”…

“The force and the object being affected must come into physical contact for mechanical resonance to occur….

“…The lowest frequency which will produce a standing wave pattern in a one dimensional medium is called the fundamental frequency.”

“Higher resonant frequencies also produce standing wave patterns. The first overtone of a string fixed at both ends has a nodal point in the centre of the medium, as well as at either end. It has twice the frequency of the fundamental frequency.”

“Multiples of the fundamental frequency are also called harmonics. The fundamental frequency is the first harmonic, the second harmonic corresponds to the first overtone,the third harmonic is the second overtone, and so on….”

..”Two sound sources vibrating at slightly different frequencies (roughly 5 to 10 Hz) produce a series of beats.”

“What is heard is a sound whose frequency is apparently the average of the two frequencies
(f1 + f2) /2which rises and falls in intensity at a frequency equal to the beat frequency “

http://www.sasked.gov.sk.ca/docs/physics/u5c42phy.html

March 25, 2008 Posted by | conspiracy, Documentary, Politics, Quantum physics, Science | , , , , | Leave a comment

Quantum reality


Since quantum physics in simple terms states that all outcomes exist simultaneously until the final outcome collapses into the one reality through the process of the observer then the evidence of such an occurrence can be quite a revelation.

http://bethe.cornell.edu

http://www.stumbleupon.com/

http://www.dumblittleman.com/2007/06/39-ways-to-live-and-not-merely-exist.html

http://discovermagazine.com/2007/jun/in-no-time/article_view?b_start:int=1&-C=

http://quantumweird.wordpress.com/

http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/elegant/program.html

March 24, 2008 Posted by | Quantum physics, Science | | Leave a comment

The man who wasn’t there (Coen)

Like Coens. And their movies. This is one of them. Old fashioned. Film noir. Old fashioned truth. Truth gonna catch you at the end…even if for the wrong reasons… but reasons were there far before.

its a briliant quote there:

Reidenschneider: They got this guy, in Germany. Fritz Something-or-other. Or is it? Maybe it’s Werner. Anyway, he’s got this theory, you wanna test something, you know, scientifically – how the planets go round the sun, what sunspots are made of, why the water comes out of the tap – well, you gotta look at it. But sometimes you look at it, your looking changes it. Ya can’t know the reality of what happened, or what would’ve happened if you hadn’t-a stuck in your own goddamn schnozz. So there is no “what happened”? Not in any sense that we can grasp, with our puny minds. Because our minds… our minds get in the way. Looking at something changes it. They call it the “Uncertainty Principle”. Sure, it sounds screwy, but even Einstein says the guy’s on to something.

March 24, 2008 Posted by | Movies | , , , | Leave a comment

Where is sweetness found when love is gone?

 

Have been  amazed from forever  where all big emotions you felt toward someone  disappears one day? Although i am emotional and love art a lot i try to base my understanding on scientific facts. I do some squeezes around…if old physics don’t fit into my frame, i take a new approach…so quantum theory or theory of chaos…or some other one…to bring sense into my world. But all of them are teaching that energy can not disappear…that it transforms into something…so into what? 

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the poem i love from my teenage age. Still inspires me the same as at those days 

Exposed on the mountains of the heart (Rilke)

Exposed on the mountains of the heart.
See, how small there,
see: the last hamlet of words, and higher,
and yet so small, a last homestead of feeling.
Do you recognize it?
Exposed on the mountains of the heart.
Rocky earth under the hands.
But something willlower here;
out of the mute abyss
flowers an unknowing herb in song.
But the knowing?
Ah, that you who began to understand
and are silent now,
exposed on the mountains of the heart.
Yet many an awareness still whole wanders there,
many a self-confident mountain animal
passes through and remains.
And that great protected bird
circles about the peaks of pure denial.
But unprotected,
here on the mountains of the heart.
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Armin van Buuren – Shivers

A little bit just a little bit…

World’s on turn around
Music make no sound
Where is sweetness found
Where love is gone

Sun don’t come around
Don’t make a sound
Where can love be found
If your heart won’t feel

Shivers
Up and down my spine
Breaker
Not on my mind

A little bit just a little bit…

How could it end this way
Don’t leave me, love me
Just a little bit longer

They don’t turn tonight
Morning don’t bring light
Where is sweetness found
Where love is gone

Won’t you stay tonight
Let the truth shine bright
Where can love be found
If your heart won’t feel

Memories
Emotions that we share
Teardrops
Signing my face

How could it end this way
Don’t leave me, love me
Just a little bit longer
A little bit just a little bit…

March 23, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Poems | , , , | Leave a comment

Visions in blue on a white day

“Bon voyage,” were the words have still echoed in my ears. Its a strange year, i felt it even before it has started. Almost all routine i had for several years vanished. Big unknown is in front of me. And i am not afraid as i used to be. Neither exited as i used to be. Feel just unexplainable peace and joy. And feel balanced as i haven’t years ago. Everything is just right. At the right place at the right time. The path within i took last year has brought first visible results. For people who know me its a big surprise. But I know that is just process and what’s going on now are just some visible signs.  When I decided to change my path haven’t had really clear picture that some things had to be be sacrificed. But its better like that. If  i know  i would have been frightened.

Went throughout massive transformation. I can say it now, retroactively. 6 months lasting roller coaster. Met and enjoyed with some very nice people the ride. Resonated with them for some time enormously. Lost within them for some time and got broader. Lost within and found myself back.

Friday 21st of  March was D-day. It happened and i have to say that i was more the observer than actor there.  Yet no sorrow, stoically waiting what is ahead. Cos what ever it is is right and can’t be any differently. I am sure only in one thing: Shuttle no longer listens command from mission control. The contact has been broken. Shuttle will not return back. It will circle around the earth due to law of attraction …than one day will slide gently into intergalactic space and take a path toward unknown universe.

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It will be lost among stars where its belong. there is only one path left. toward the deep beauty of galaxies and stars which we are made of. goodbye earth, goodbye. thanks for the shelter where I’ve been raised and where i became strong to take the journey. going toward big unknown and i feel good.
Toward unspeakable. go go go…The time has come

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VIDEO

Found it today …probably the best Ultravox video

Visions in blue (lyrics)

Face in the window in the night
Caught for a second by the light
Ashes of memories still aglow
Only for you
Portraits and pictures you once saw
Visions in blue

Read while the letters still remain
Sip from the wine of youth again
Oaths made in silence still return
Only for you
Cast like a shroud you’re clutching on
Visions in blue

Catch aimless smiles from passers by
Blistered and broken in reply
Breath seems to mist the hazy view
Only for you
Tears coat your lifeless eyes with dew
Visions in blue
Visions in blue
Ashes of memories still aglow
Portraits and pictures you once saw

Ashes of memories still aglow
Portraits and pictures you once saw

Ashes of memories still aglow
Portraits and pictures you once saw

Face in the window in the night
Caught for a second by the light
Ashes of memories still aglow
Only for you
Portraits and pictures you once saw

White on Easter’s Saturday

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March 22, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites | , , , | 1 Comment

Full moon

To be great, be whole (F. Pessoa)

To be great, be whole; exclude
     Nothing, exaggerate nothing that is you.
Be whole in everything. Put all you are
     Into the smallest thing you do.
The whole moon gleams in every pool,
     It rides so high.

(1933)

March 21, 2008 Posted by | Poems | | Leave a comment

Equinox…20 march 2008 05:48

   balance…between day and night…light and darkness
the day will be longer …gonna be more light now …i can feel it
i desire it so much

March 20, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Science | | Leave a comment

Go with the flow …

i love those nights …clear, cold starry nights…

“Do you have the patience to wait
until your mind settles and the water is clear?
Can you remain unmoving
until the right action arises by itself?”

found this great gift today from http://oceanshaman.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html
i can not tell it better, i admit 🙂

Adopt the pace of nature: her secret is patience.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

“There is no greater illusion than fear,
no greater wrong than to prepare to defend oneself,
no greater misfortune than having an enemy.
Whoever can see through all fear
will always be safe
.”
http://oceanshaman.blogspot.com/2007_08_01_archive.html

Nature whispers secrets to the shaman where others hear only the wind.
Dan Millman, from Wisdom of the Peaceful Warrior

Even
After
All this time
The sun never says to the earth,

“You owe Me.”

Look
What happens
With a love like that,
It lights the
Whole Sky.

Hafiz

March 19, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Poems | , , , , , | Leave a comment

Open yourself

its amazing…when you decide to end something and you try to open the door finally realize how many things which have been waiting so long are putting pressure on your door…to finally enter into you …to shape you, to transform you…you’ve been calling them for so long and they came and they were in front of your doors but u didn’t know it because of fear…u haven’t dare to open the door and see them and invited them in…into u…

u lost a faith that they would ever come…but they were there, waiting silently for your move…
now ur surprised of their mighty force…but they were keep coming as u were kept calling them…unaware that they are just in front of the door u have to open…

its beautiful now…all those beautiful people, desires with shaped faces, desires in shaped forms, ideas visible in colours and radiance

Everything is within you, its you now, while fear is just a smoke disappearing on the horizon

but you, you are finally bathing in joy and feel the rhythm of universe
the mighty force of live is pouring into you …
makes you transparent and vibrant
within the breathing of beauty

 

March 17, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites | | Leave a comment

Let life happen to you. Believe me: life is in the right, always. (Rilke)

So, lets take a ride. Today. something has been lost, something has been gained. With full confidence ahead.

March 14, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites | | Leave a comment

Everything is perfect…

   When one door closes

  the  new one   opens …

  and the sky is big again

                                           

  Songs to orpheus(II,29)rilke        

Quiet friend of many distances, feel
how your breath still enlarges space.

Let yourself ring out, a dark cradled bell
in the timbering. That, which erodes you
gains a strength from your sustenance.

Go out and in, through transformation.
What is your experience of greatest loss?
Is drinking bitter, then become wine.

Be, in this night made of excess,
      the magic art at the crossroads of your senses,
the sense of their strange encounter.

And, if the earthbound forget you,
say to the silent Earth : I flow.
  To the rushing water say: I am.

 

from dark age toward age of open consciounesess

March 13, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Poems | , | Leave a comment

12.3.2008 —– another chance


THX L. !

March 13, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites | Leave a comment

Gratitude ….first buds have started to blossom

I am so grateful today…
Everything have come together
Truth showed up
and it shines…so deeply, so highly
it posses the whole horizon and beyond

thanks for my dear friends,
i am never grateful enough for great people
life brought into my circle
how many people u’ve met
how many traits u left
how much power is hidden within
and its freely flowing into those circles
makes us richer
makes us alive

“…and I cannot say what has happened to me, except, I am not the same.”


If the only prayer you said in your life was “thank you,” that would suffice. –Meister Eckhart

“Personal integrity: living in accord with our highest state of consciousness”

Herein lies an irony: the person who is trying to manipulate you views you as having greater strength or power than he or she does. ~George H. Green and Carolyn Cotter

Remember that whenever others try to manipulate you, they perceive you as having something they want and as being more powerful than they are. If you’re powerful enough to be a target for a manipulation, you’re powerful enough to take care of yourself. ~Melanie Beatty

March 10, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Poems | , , , , , | Leave a comment

Relief …to the mind


And what if i fail?
will i be different than?
no, just the same person with one experience more.

And what is a failure?
Different results of ur current belives or social system…

but if u move beyond that…
its just another experience…

so …no failures, just experiences


TABACARIA (F. Pessoa)

© 1930, Fernando Pessoa (himself)
From: Poesia


Since we do nothing in this confused world
That lasts or that, lasting, is of any worth,
And even what’s useful for us we lose
So soon, with our own lives,
Let us prefer the pleasure of the moment
To an absurd concern with the future,
Whose only certainty is the harm we suffer now
To pay for its prosperity.
Tomorrow doesn’t exist. This moment
Alone is mine, and I am only who
Exists in this instant, which might be the last
Of the self I pretend to be.

I don’t know how many souls I have.
I’ve changed at every moment.
I always feel like a stranger.
I’ve never seen or found myself.
From being so much, I have only soul.
A man who has soul has no calm.
A man who sees is just what he sees.
A man who feels is not who he is.

Attentive to what I am and see,
I become them and stop being I.
Each of my dreams and each desire
Belongs to whoever had it, not me.
I am my own landscape,
I watch myself journey –
Various, mobile, and alone.
Here where I am I can’t feel myself.

That’s why I read, as a stranger,
My being as if it were pages.
Not knowing what will come
And forgetting what has passed,
I note in the margin of my reading
What I thought I felt.
Rereading, I wonder: “Was that me?”
God knows, because he wrote it.

March 6, 2008 Posted by | Daily bites, Poems | | Leave a comment

The Secret


wached The Secret …Law of attraction

“focus on what u want, passionately
and u’ll become a magnet”

The Law Of Attraction, also known as Cause and Effect or Sowing and Reaping is, like all Universal Laws , extremely important to understand and implement if you are to learn to purposefully and consciously attract the things into your life that you most desire.
http://www.7essentiallaws.com/essentiallaws.html

 Is it true?..is it just New age? …or is it both? sceptical till the end 🙂

March 6, 2008 Posted by | books, Documentary, Movies, neuroscience, Poems, psychology, Science | , | Leave a comment